WHATS THE DEAL

[SICKOFSAD]

MY BOYFRIEND AND I HAVE BEEN SEEING EACH OTHER FOR LITTLE OVER A YEAR HES NOW 27 AND I 21. WE FIGHT A LOT BUT I DON'T SEE IT AS ABUSE OR ANYTHING I JUST SEE IT AS OUR THING. BUT WHEN GOT WHIT HIM HE HAD SOME GIRL 19 SAYING SHE WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY NOW(WHICH HE DENIES ) ITS LIKE SHE A STALKER PLUS THERE'S NOW A 17YO SAYING SHES HIS ALSO NOW HIS BABY MOTHER (WHICH HE ALSO DENIES * HE SAID HE NEVER TOUCHED THAT GIRL )DUE TO THE FACT OF THIS AND OTHER PERSONAL AND $$ ISSUES I DECIDED 2 HAVE AN ABORTION . AND NO 1 LIKES ME BECAUSE I GO OUT WITH HIM AND I DON'T KNOW IF ITS MY BI POLAR BUT HE TREATS ME LIKE DIRT . I MEAN HE TELLS ME HE LOVES ME AND EVERYTHING AND HE SPENT HIS B DAY (VALENTINES DAY) WITH ME AND X MAS HE BOUGHT ME SOME BOOTS . BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHERE HE LIVES AND HE SAID ITS CAUSE HES ASHAMED HE LIVES IN A BASEMENT WIT NO WALLS JUST SHEET ROCK BUT I HEARD HE LIVES WITH ANOTHER WOMAN . I HAVEN'T CHEATED BUT I'M PRETTY SURE HE HAS . AND I THINK I LOVE HIM I MEAN I KNOW I DO CAUSE I'M STILL WITH HIM. BUT HE SAYS HE LOVES ME AND THAT I'M HIS SALVATION AND HE DON'T KNOW WHAT HE GONE DO WITH OUT ME AT LEAST THAT WHAT HE SAID AFTER WE FOUGHT AND HE SEEN THE BLACK EYE I GOT IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE BUT HE FELT REALLY BAD AND. IM TIRED OF SITTING BY THE PHONE WAITING ON HIS CALLS I BOUT HIM A PHONE AND HE HAD GIRLS LEAVING MESSAGES ON IT AND ON HIS MY SPACE HE TALKS 2 GIRLS FROM MY HOUSE BUT HE SAYS TALKING AINT CHEATING CAUSE HE AINT SLEEPING WITH ANY1 AHHH I THINK WE NEED 2 SEE OTHER PEOPLE BUT I DONT THINK ANY 1 WOULD LOVE ME LIKE HE DOES WHATS NEXT FOR ME

[Jennifer]

and there is a choice?? drop him?? read your post to yourself. he is cheating on you, treating you like dirt and you cannot trust him. doesn't sound like a relationship. oh and he hits you. once again, if i wasn't clear the first time DROP HIM