Trust and Jealously Issues

[Steph93675]

I've never been diagnosed as depressed; however, my boyfriend suggested this might be what's wrong. I'm so focused on my appearance and the chance of him leaving me (which he assures is NOT going to happen) that it makes me ill. Literally sometimes when I cry (over situations like last night) I will literally throw up, then lay in bed and won't talk to him...watch tv and cry all night till I fall asleep. I just feel like I lost my "happy" when I shouldn't have. I have a great guy who loves me for me and he tells me that! Ughhh....just frustrated. Oh and by the way NOT PREGNANT lol.
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Steph

[Jennifer]

okay, you might be depressed and that might be the problem. we have a depression assessment. what he did should not invoke tears and throwing up unless you are taking what he did as something from the past and everything he does now reminds you of something he did that hurt you. you do have a great guy and you seem to be so afraid of losing him that you are acting in ways that you want to test him to leave. that is not the way to be in a relationship. you need to find some way to start anew and trust him and love him.