I run from everyone and everything in my life.

[destiny691966]

I was molested at the age of 12 by my grandfather and even though my mom found out about it she would still make me talk to him and be around him. On my 16th birthday he called and as soon as I knew it was him I ran out the door. My mom chased me down in the car and made me go back and talk to him. That was the first time I ran. after that everytime I felt uncomfortable or restless I would run. I have moved around all over the place. I ran away shortly after my 16th birthday to my dads house across the country and then when I got tired of that I ran to my boyfriends, Then I left him for a very abusive man who I married and we got together and split up at least ten times over the next ten years before it was over for good. Then I moved back and forth between Florida, Alabama, and Arizona, and even Ohio for a year. I was in a relationship again with the father of my daughter and we are on again and off again too. I am really tired of running and I need to figure out how to stop. Please help!!!

[Jennifer]

hey
people run or move in your case with the out of sight/mind mentally but as you know your problems follow you and you repeat the same patterns in the new place then its time to move again. in order to stop running you have to be prepared to deal with the problems