Crush gone too far II

[jenvarajm]

I have gotten over my crush for X, but I had sort of acted immaturely and posted somethings over FB that made not only him but his friends also question my maturity and rationality level. So, I am discluded from hanging out with the majority whereas before I was not. The only ones who hang out with me now are girls. I don't know how long the rest will hold a grudge on me, but I want to hang out with them, too, but they don't want to hang out with me.

I know that I should have gotten over this when I was younger, but I didn't have a lot of close friends when I was younger, so it resulted in me being a bit clingy and too concerned. I don't know what to do now. Do I all together stop contacting everybody? But, then, I won't get to see them ever again. Why am I being punished? Haven't they done the same in the past? If they have done the same in the past, so why am I the only one that's punished? Is it because I'm different? I don't know anymore. I don't know what to trust anymore.

[Jennifer]

seems as if they weren't such good friends and have decided to take your x's side of things which is a fact of life. the ones that have stayed by your side are the true friends and this is a great learning lesson in life.