People say Ive changed

[Bahr]

Well as the title says. My friends say ive changed. And I agree. I used to be pretty happy and easy going/laid back. But now it seems that I just don't care. About anything really. I don't get mad, but i'm never really happy. My friends say I really don't show any facial expressions or emotions. I don't really talk as much as I used too. Now It's only sarcastic remarks. And I only have two good friends. I know plenty of people that like me and call me their friend. But I kind of don't trust em, and really don't like to be around em. Ive always been anti-social, But now its worse. I don't like being around anybody. My family and friends are wondering what caused it. But I don't know myself. And I don't have a clue on how to find out. I really don't care, I think i'm fine the way I am really. But they have been wanting me to get help. It kind of irritates me that their so worried about me. It's not depression, because well. I'm not depressed about anything. I do know it's hurting my relationships though. I haven't had a girl friend in three months just because I don't want to go looking. I hate going to town, despise it. But theirs not any girls around my area to hang out with or anything. Just want some answers. I don't care from who. But please don't just give me one sentence answers that don't help at all.

[Jennifer]

why are you so against getting help, sounds like depression to me and it also sounds like your friends and family care a lot about you if they have noticed the change in you and are concerned about you. can't hurt to find out if it is depression and go from there.