Gender???

[camcjk]

For years now I have been questioning my gender. I don't like the feeling of being forced into one box or the other. I have been trying to figure it all out on my own and with the help of friends, but have finally realized today that it's not enough, that I'm not getting anywhere. Today I decided to make a change and get help.. but I found out that the world has no compassion for those who can't pay. I am an intern and cannot afford professional therapy, and therefore feel continually lost and helpless. I am also now living in an area that does not openly accept gender-bending. I need help deciding on whether or not to take steps in transitioning. I wish I could find free professional help.. find someone who gave a damn about me and not just my $ or lack thereof. I also wish I could find someone who could accept my fluid gender in a relationship... Help!
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CJ

[Jennifer]

have you tried gender related searches? the people that do therapy spend a lot of time and money to go to school and no it is not something that they give away. what options to you have? Are you considering a sex change or just cross dressing? have you tried exploring life in your different persona yet?