im new at this.. i need help.. looking for one on one chat

[billboardgirl]

ok, well i am miserable.. i have lots of problems and have been told countless times i need therapy.. but i cant afford any therapy..

to go in more detail about my problems.. i am suicidal.. i have problems with obsession (i am absolutely obsessed with someone) and its causing many problems and lots of pain.. (will explain in more detail with anyone who wants to talk one on one).. i give up on everything, usually before i even give myself a chance.. and i can not find a single thing in the world that makes me happy.. (at least not a thing that i can have)

i dont know what i want to do in life, i have no dreams because there is nothing that i want.. there is nothing that i want because there is nothing that makes me happy..
the only thing in the world that makes me happy is this person that i am obsessed with.. and i cant have him..

is anyone on here willing to talk with me one on one?
im not really into the forum thing, but this is the only place i can find free help..

if anyone is interested my email is pookamonsta@yahoo.com
my msn is also pookamonsta@yahoo.com
and my yahoo messenger is also pookamonsta@yahoo.com

i would appriciate any help or advice, feel free to add me.. i will also give advice to anyone seeking advice as well

[Jennifer]

This forum is basically free private help because there are so many people in need, it is hard for others to comment on each other posts. I will not delete your post, but please do not seek out individual attention by posting your personal information It is dangerous for you and inappropriate for the forum.

If you want help in here, just let me know and we can start.