What do i do?

[Jenni1595]

Hi... i need someone to talk to because i dont know what to do anymore... i need someone to help me straighten out whats on my mind...
1. depression. these days iv been feeling sad, and crying more than usual... i dont know why i cry, i just do...
2. im bisexual and my parents (who have no clue about it) are hard core Catholics for life. they dislike gays/lesbians/bisexuals.... i know they wont accept me....
3. i think i love my best friend? we'v been friends for almost 2 years now. she and i are inseperable, but she has been avoiding me lately... its making me feel even more alone cuz shes my only friend...
i feel overwhelmed with everything and dont know how i can still plaster on a smile for my family wen i feel like crying and destroying everything...

[Jennifer]

yes a lot to deal with, do you have anybody else that you know that is bisexual? might be helpful for you to find some support in that area to talk to others who have gone through what you are going through.

as far as depression goes, do you have a history of depression or just sad right now? can understand how you can be sad with the confusion going on. does your best friend know how you feel about her?

[Jenni1595]

only she knows im bi... i dont have a history with depression, but it runs through my moms side of the family. i have told her, but she thinks itll pass...

[Jennifer]

of course she does. is your bf bi? if not you are going to have to let that one go because you cannot make someone love you when they don't and seeing her and hanging out will only make things harder for you. do you have anyone to talk to about all this stuff?

[Jenni1595]

yea shes bi, but right now i cant talk to her as much or anyone else. some of my other friends dont know im bi or dealing with these issues.

[Jennifer]

do you want them to know? are you ready for that? are you child?

[Jenni1595]

I want them to accept me because i dont think i could keep hiding it from them, im 15.

[Jennifer]

do you have any support from other bi people on how to go about doing this? meant to ask if you were an only child or do you have siblings?

[Jenni1595]

oh, i have a younger brother, hes 11. i dont know anyone else whos bi except for bella. (my friend..)

[Jennifer]

since you are searching for help online what about teen support groups for bi must be something out there

[Jenni1595]

hmm... ill try.

[Jennifer]

you need to talk to people that are going through the same things that you are going through, keeping everything in is very unhealthy