Too much to handle

[Jennifer]

Yeah, deepness goes hand in hand. I don't think you can let it go can you? So if you need too call him and find out what is going on, if he doesn't answer you, you will need to move on and find some balance in your life after him.

[Perception]

I've said that I would and I never have so yea not sure that I can or at least apart of me probably refuses to.

I know I should and it's time for change so onward and upward. I won't make that phone call and if he calls me good, if he doesn't even better.

[Jennifer]

you will be better for it and you will be able to open yourself to someone else. I did the hanging on thing twice in my life, both times it was a waste, Live and learn that is how we get by. Good luck on your finals.

[Perception]

I've been VERY busy, practically glued to the computer most days. With that said, things haven't been too bad. He's started talking to me once in a while with no indication that he's read the email and anything is wrong.

There's also the fact that I think he's gone completely insane. First there were talks about til death do us part and then in the last conversation he asked me to marry him.

It's hard to make sense of any of the conversations these days.

[Jennifer]

seems as the more distracted busy you are, the more he is coming around, very typical. just keep on doing your thing and he will work its self out. good fortune with your finals.