I hate myself

[nooneyouknow]

And you should too. I don't know why anyone talks to me. No one even listens to what I say, they just get disgusted and make up lies about me to cover up the truth. I'm worthless.

[Jennifer]

What makes you say that? Have you been told this or do you think this of yourself?

[nooneyouknow]

I just feel it about myself, everyone expects so much of me and I can't jkdslajfkelwa do anything right. Ever. It's ridiculous I just feel like I'm such a letdown all the time.

[Jennifer]

once again who's standards are you using? do people tell you that you cannot do anything right?

[nooneyouknow]

No but I feel like they're thinking that and they just won't tell me because they don't want to hurt my feelings.

[Jennifer]

Well,that goes to how you feel about yourself, not how others perceive you. Why do you hate yourself so much? any abuse in the past?

[nooneyouknow]

No but I told people online that I was abused. I don't know why I lie so much and why I made up a whole alternate story about me.

[Jennifer]

for attention maybe????? not liking yourself, seeming to need to be more interesting than you are.

[nooneyouknow]

Yeah I guess that makes sense. But it's like, I actually feel like it happened to me when I go online. And I also told people I was an alcoholic. And like, whenever I say I'm having withdrawals or something, I actually start shaking..

[Jennifer]

okay,so stop doing it.

[nooneyouknow]

That's so easy I can't believe I didn't think about that before.

But there's nothing wrong with me, right ? I'm normal ?

[Jennifer]

You are normal, if that is what you want to be. My theory is we all have different degrees of sanity. Some days more sane, some days others. It all evens out in the end