I'm sick of everything going wrong

LoversEnd · Joined: 30 Oct 2008 Posts: 2

So let's start out with this week. I was supposed to go to Canada and stay with my girlfriend. I got to the airport and I got denied because I didn't have the money to support myself, I don't have a job, I'm not going to school and everything else. It's like they're making these things up off the top of their heads now. So I can't get that out of my head, no matter what I do, because I haven't seen my girlfriend in 2 years and I knew that I'd be able to that time. I knew it and I was let down. Then, when I went to ask my mom to get me a therapist so I could just sit there and talk about my problems and let it all out because my girlfriend refuses to listen to me and help, she gave me the excuse of "You're 18, you can pay for one yourself." I'm going deeper and deeper into this state of depression and it's driving me mad. I'm to my breaking point and everything else seems to be crumbling down on top of it. I can't get a job, I'm still out of school and I really don't want to go back from being out so long because I was tired of it. I don't know what to do and I just need help but no one understands me or my problems.

Jennifer · Site Admin Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 2356

hey
don't understand what you mean when you say you got denied at the airport? when you say go back to school do you mean high school or college?

do you live at home or on your own? explain the girlfriend sitation of not seeing her in two years and her not wanting to listen to you.

LoversEnd · Joined: 30 Oct 2008 Posts: 2

Yea, I got denied at Canadian border and customs because of all the things I didn't have and because I don't live there. I haven't seen her in two years because of the fact that I don't live in Canada and because I haven't had the money to get plane tickets 'til recently and I blew that money since I wasn't able to get there. I mean high school, I took GED classes and ended up skipping the last 3 weeks of it cause I was sick as a dog. And as far as her not listening to me, I just need someone to let everything out to and she refuses to listen to me cause it all depresses her. It makes me feel like she doesn't care at all.

EDIT: I still live with my parents, due to the fact that I can't get a job and get somewhere of my own. I turned 18 in August so, I'm barely an adult, still trying to get everything together.

Jennifer · Site Admin Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 2356

get your GED. you will not find a job without it. you can vent all you want, but only action will make you feel better.