Aftermath of abuse

[silent]

i feel lost.. dont seem to see that there is any meaning to my life.. dont know what im supposed to do here on earth.. not suicidal i think.

just thinking.. i dont have anything to aspire to.. dont want to live here anymore.. dont know where to live?? i must finish my studies.. dont think i will.. see no point in it. dont think i can stay here for 2 more years.. not that i see myself staying anywhere else..

something is wrong with me.. really wrong with me.. what am i suppose to do????????

if i dont.. where will i work? what am i suppose to do here?

i am crazy.. i will never be happy anywhere..

i wish i had a different life..

whats da point????
how can i be happy with what i have?

i am one day gonna end up on the streets doing drugs eating out of dumpsters.. thinking whats da ppoint

[Jennifer]

you are depressed and need to take care of that before you can see the point. Not sure there is a point or much of a dramatic one any ways just day to day and trying to make the best of what you have that day.

[silent]

The Lord has been good to me. I feel like a new being, when i was in a dark place He reminded me that He will always be there, He would always hold me in His Hand.

The Lord and the Holy Spirit, has been and will be the best Counsellor i will ever find.

For He is the beginning and the end. Almighty, Creator and within Him i shall have Peace and life and everlasting love.

Peace to all.

[Jennifer]

glad to hear that you are in a good place.