"Despair"

[prelandra14]

Here i am in despair
filled with darkness in the air
in my mind my thoughts are scary
dreaded blood and bloody mary
i wish people can understand
the way they are
the way i am
the way i look the way i dress
when they are mean it gives me stress
i can't help it
i just can't
life is nothing but to grant
i take a razor i start to bleed
i barely pray for my ever need
i wear black everyday
it scares everyone in a sort of way
when i cry i get so weary
and when i bleed
i'm always dreary
i take this knife as i decend
this is my life
this is the end."
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Ray P.