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Jennifer
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| sorry if i read your post wrong, my bad. sounds as you have some trust issues which are warrented and you two need to establish new boundaries in order to continue with treatment if that is what you want. she needs to let you know what she expects of you and you need to let her know what you expect from her. |
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niccoleranae
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| Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2011 6:34 pm Post subject: |
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yeah she knows i have trust issues with her.. it will probally take a while before i can trust her again..
and i thought about it.. i dont want to switch her.. right now if i do it will be bad.. because i will never beable to even try to trust anyone else..
i tried to switch before and i was an emotional wreck.. it was really bad.
i thought i didnt even care about her.. and she was notthing to me.. and i didnt need her.. and i would find some one way better and smarter..
guess not..
guess when u think someone is gone for good.. your attitude changes. i guess.
but i got to talk to my case manager monday. not about her.. about myself.. cause i am really confused on the decisons i am making.. i make stupid decisons and i know they are dumb.. it's like i thought since i am sober and single i would start making all the right choices.. nope.. i dont want to get caught up in the feel bad thing with guys i hate them.. i am starting to feel bad about the one of the one night stand's and i can't do that.. i just can't..
i can't explain myself when it comes to the shit i do.. i take pics of myself and let guys record me i am sooo stupid.. i dont want to be a dang porn star i am crazy crazy do the dumbest things with my body. i always find some way to hurt myself.. on way or another.. |
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Jennifer
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| what you are saying to me sounds as if you are making good choices. we all make dumb choices, yes even me and I've had to pay for my choices just like everyone else. There is not a great way to know if the choice you make is the right one until later a lot of the time and at the time you are making it is the right one. hope you have a good talk with your case manager. |
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niccoleranae
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| Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2011 7:12 am Post subject: |
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 thanks jennifer |
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