all i do is fight and then make up

[andro44]

i love her so much.but the littlest things piss me off.i don't want to fight with her,but i end up doing so.i'm not sure if i'm bi-polar or not,but it sure seems like it.one day i'll be happy(well,not so sad)and then the next i hate myself and everything in the world.and knowing that this happens,it just makes me more depressed.i feel like i'm spirarling out of control.trapped at the bottom and the ropes just to short to seach me at the bottom.i'm not interested in suicide,but i just want it all to end so i can be happy.thanks for listining.

[Jennifer]

Hey
Sounds like you are talkin in rhymes so I am not sure what or where you would like to get started. Are you more concerned about yourself or your relationship? Glad to hear that you are not suicidial, but we can improve on just wanting it to end.