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feuerwulf · Joined: 22 Jan 2009 Posts: 2

It seems that whatever I do... things don't turn out right. I'm not the best looking in the world and have been on numerous medications. My last was Lexapro. It increased homocidal and suicidal thoughts like never before so I stopped taking it. It has been two months since I have taken anything. The homicidal thoughts have been running rampant as of late. I'm 24. I don't think I would ever do anything but I don't know. I tried getting help but no insurance and I tried the Indian clinics but they are booked solid. I have run out of ideas and who to turn to. That's why I am here. I have been diagnosted with Bipolar, ADHD, slight case of autism, and some other things. I have taken Wellbutrin XL, Celexa, and Lexapro in my life. None of them seem to work.

Jennifer · Site Admin Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 2356

if you do not have health insurance, then how can you have been on so many medications and get so many people to tell you what you are.

out of all the things you have been told, what do you believe? You mentioned india, is that where you live?

feuerwulf · Joined: 22 Jan 2009 Posts: 2

I did have insurance when I did take those medications. No I'm Cherokee or at least part Cherokee and I have a CDIB card. I have researched a drug that might help. It's called Lamictal. I do belive that's what I have of the things I mentioned. It's very tough for me to cope day in and day out.

Jennifer · Site Admin Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 2356

Okay, sounds as if you need to get with a doctor that can monitor what is going on. You have a lot of different things and they are treated with different medications so I do not believe that one will do the trick. sounds as if you need a medication specialist to figure out exactly what your body can handle.

Can't you get help through your reservation?