Wow...

[Jennifer]

so, tell us what those things are? would love to hear about your ideas.

[Jennifer]

so, tell us what those things are? would love to hear about your ideas.

[JMT1986]

I want to first and formost want to be known for my art, and im finally taking steps twards that goal. I want to get into school to learn animation both origanl and computer style... maybe even stop motion. I want to try to get into stand up comedy. But the other me the one i try to push deep inside or get rid of always trys to convince me im not good enough in every aspect ov my life... like right now and i think this is the reason for the panac attacks is im in love with a beautiful girl and she has been busy and distant cuz she is getting evicted and moving in with her manager. so i know she loves me and she is trying to get resettled and figuring stuff out and that is stressful and i have been there many times and want to help but she needs space right now. but the other me is like telling me she doesnt love me any more and doesnt need me and the other me is also telling me that my art will never sell and that i will never find a job and im trying not to listen to that but hen its in ur head and u here it all the time it truly get to u and i think thats the problem i just dont really know how to make that stop. there for i have been loseing it lately but still trying though some days its nearly impossable to do anything and im struggling. this is probably a good step twards fixing things now that i have peiced that together but now its fixing the issue that im completly lost on.