Anxiety

[Jennifer]

Like I said before and will say again in this post, you need to put this and him behind you and take care of yourself. Impending health problems are your concern and should be your top priority, not HIM and his problems. Let it go and let him go and PLEASE take care of yourself.

[tdwjarmon]

I was letting go until I had the medical crisis. He was and still is being so good with me, i need someone to take care of me for a little while and he seems to wanta do it, he even apologized for bringing all this stress from mexico, believe me i had already threw his butt out and this happened & he was the first person i saw and took met to hospital and now i am doing fairly well but he is being very good right now but i don't know how long that will last, the Dr said absolutely no stress, and i told him that. It just bothered me when I had this episode, he wanted to call his daughter and check on her and he had just talked with her 2 days before this. I told him this was my biggest stress problem and if he couldn't do anything about it, he had to go, not me but him and he would have to pay for everything. I made out sort of a calendar and put dates on it whenever he could call which is every 4-5 days and absolutely no mama interference unless absolute emergency and he has to tell her about us of he can hit the road and I meant it and he knows it because last week 2 days after my episode he wanted to call and i said absolutely not, i don;t even know what tomorrow holds for me but no you are not going to call, she's fine or they would of called. Well he packed his suitcase and got out and i didn't budge, i was a very tough woman this day. he left and came back in 10 min and asked could he sleep on the sofa, i said the rules are the same and if you want to stay with me you have to abide by these new rules. So right now he seems to be trying but also he don't have too much time since i been sick and he works until 7-9 every night
so i am ok right now but feel stronger than ever that unless he straightens out, I don't need him because my life is more important to me than he is, he can be a part of it but only as i say, nothing more

[Jennifer]

glad to hear that you have your priorities in place and that you are taking care of yourself that is the only thing that matters.